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    October 18

    Memories Of What Used To Be

     
    I wonder if he remembers me

    Or if I'm just a memory

    I wonder if he thinks of us

    Or if he finds it useless

    I wonder how things would be

    If he had never left me

    I wonder how he is

    And if I'm still a love of his

    I think about him everyday

    And wonder if he's okay

    I think about how happy we were

    And the memories make the tears stir

    I think about the plans we made

    While we were laying in the shade

    I think about all we said

    And the lives we lead

    To not know

    Where to go

    To not know where to find

    A place where he may hide

    To not be able to see his face

    Puts my heart so out of place

    To not know when he's near

    Is my greatest fear

    There's so much in my head

    That I wish I'd said

    There's so many missed kisses

    For my unanswered wishes

    There's only so many ways

    For me to make it through the days

    There's so little light

    In my heart tonight

    What would I say

    If given a day

    What would happen

    If I could have him

    What joy it would bring

    To hear him sing

    What would I feel

    If he were here for real

    I miss him each day

    That he is away

    I miss him looking out for me

    The way it used to be

    I miss his love

    That protected me like a glove

    I miss him

    So much it's made my heart dim

    I wonder if he still cares

    That's a question that tears

    I wonder what he's like

    If he'd tell me to take a hike

    I wonder if he fears

    That I don't hold him dear

    But most of all

    I wonder if he still loves me

    Or if I'm just a memory

    Of what used to be